[ iiif only. it's funny - he can handle being rejected over and over again by someone like petra, but for some reason, the thought of marcus shutting him down (despite there being next to no evidence to support why he might) and rejecting him is just. a lot. he could deal with it, sure, but - it just seems like a better idea to not potentially put himself through that at all.
then again. this new information kind of makes him feel a little less petrified. marcus was watching him all the time, and billy never even noticed? and why would marcus waste so much time watching billy dick around, touching up his board?
... hmm. ]
i didn't know that you should have said something i mean before now i'd have made it less boring
i really don't think you could paint anything that i would hate like, maybe don't put gene's face on it unless i'm good to grind that shit off before it even dries, but i don't know. if it comes from you, i'll like it i'll be there i want to see how you work i only ever get to see the final product, i don't think i've ever seen you in action before
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then again. this new information kind of makes him feel a little less petrified. marcus was watching him all the time, and billy never even noticed? and why would marcus waste so much time watching billy dick around, touching up his board?
... hmm. ]
i didn't know that
you should have said something
i mean before now
i'd have made it less boring
i really don't think you could paint anything that i would hate
like, maybe don't put gene's face on it unless i'm good to grind that shit off before it even dries, but
i don't know. if it comes from you, i'll like it
i'll be there
i want to see how you work
i only ever get to see the final product, i don't think i've ever seen you in action before