feels like lying why the fuck is it so hard to talk about this i know you of all people wont give a fuck but ive still been telling myself for the past like two months that i need to keep this shit as locked down as possible in case you get like disgusted or whatever even while youre sitting here every day making jokes about fucking dudes and like
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nvm sorry for getting sensitive and weird or whatever i guess this wasnt really about you like i said, im just tired of hiding things all the time tired of keeping kings a secret from people tired of trying to be someone people will like i hate being here i just want to be alone with you at the graveyard smoking weed and listening to music and laughing at all the stupid shit you say that makes me feel better
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why the fuck is it so hard to talk about this
i know you of all people wont give a fuck
but ive still been telling myself for the past like two months that i need to keep this shit as locked down as possible
in case you get like
disgusted or whatever
even while youre sitting here every day making jokes about fucking dudes and like
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nvm
sorry for getting sensitive and weird or whatever
i guess this wasnt really about you
like i said, im just tired of hiding things all the time
tired of keeping kings a secret from people
tired of trying to be someone people will like
i hate being here
i just want to be alone with you at the graveyard
smoking weed and listening to music and laughing at all the stupid shit you say that makes me feel better