[ billy doesn't know why he always tiptoes around this shit, either. on the one hand, he doesn't really care what anyone thinks about his sexuality anymore - he's been called enough names, beaten up enough times by peers and family alike that at this point it's just - less tiring to not care about it, and he doesn't really think marcus would be shitty to him if he were to just come straight (ha) out and say that he's into chicks and dudes alike, if that much isn't already staggeringly obvious, but.
but it would really, really suck if marcus was, shitty about it, and the slight, lingering fear that maybe he could be wrong about his friend, and the fear of rejection itself, is probably what holds him back the most. you know, friendly handjobs aside. ]
i've dyed her hair for her and you think i don't have the guts to talk to her? i've been inside her house, marcus
[ and none of that means anything because he'd probably still trip over his words if harley was at work while he was tagging along with marcus to get pierced. irrelevant. ]
anyway, like everyone she's way way out of my league i just think she's cool, that's it
no subject
if you're into begging just say it
[ billy doesn't know why he always tiptoes around this shit, either. on the one hand, he doesn't really care what anyone thinks about his sexuality anymore - he's been called enough names, beaten up enough times by peers and family alike that at this point it's just - less tiring to not care about it, and he doesn't really think marcus would be shitty to him if he were to just come straight (ha) out and say that he's into chicks and dudes alike, if that much isn't already staggeringly obvious, but.
but it would really, really suck if marcus was, shitty about it, and the slight, lingering fear that maybe he could be wrong about his friend, and the fear of rejection itself, is probably what holds him back the most. you know, friendly handjobs aside. ]
i've dyed her hair for her and you think i don't have the guts to talk to her?
i've been inside her house, marcus
[ and none of that means anything because he'd probably still trip over his words if harley was at work while he was tagging along with marcus to get pierced. irrelevant. ]
anyway, like everyone
she's way way out of my league
i just think she's cool, that's it