[ now that marcus is directly calling him out on it, billy feels kind of like an asshole for ever stressing about how marcus might react if he were to come right out and say he's into dudes, that he's into the stuff he and marcus do together, because - because it's marcus. he's never been shitty to billy, he fucking killed for him - smashed an ashtray over gene's head while that fucking prick was spouting homophobic shit.
billy never should have doubted him, but. ]
kind of? i guess i know you're not like that, but i don't know i guess getting my ass beat for it over and over again by my dad who didn't even truly know and assholes like viktor and chico who don't even fucking matter just kinda makes you feel like everyone's gonna react the same way it's stupid
i feel safe with you too like there are some cool people here i guess but no one really gets it, you know? you do, though. you get me, and i like to think that i get you
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i'm pretty sure i saw like an old watch tower or something out by the edge of camp i think this place used to be some kind of military base? looks like it anyway but the windows were dirty as shit so i don't think anyone's used it for a while maybe we could climb up there and if we don't plummet to our deaths it can be our spot
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billy never should have doubted him, but. ]
kind of?
i guess
i know you're not like that, but
i don't know
i guess getting my ass beat for it over and over again
by my dad who didn't even truly know
and assholes like viktor and chico who don't even fucking matter
just kinda makes you feel like everyone's gonna react the same way
it's stupid
i feel safe with you too
like there are some cool people here i guess but
no one really gets it, you know?
you do, though.
you get me, and i like to think that i get you
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i'm pretty sure i saw like
an old watch tower or something out by the edge of camp
i think this place used to be some kind of military base?
looks like it anyway
but the windows were dirty as shit so i don't think anyone's used it for a while
maybe we could climb up there
and if we don't plummet to our deaths
it can be our spot